Sometimes, we wish we could be this one or that one while, at the same time, some other one is having the same wishes about my life. We look forward to being rich, fulfilling our dreams and being happy with our beloved ones. However, somewhere out there, there are people who dream of the sun to just rise and looking forward to eating before sleeping, while others aim to a peaceful night for their families with no shots or blood. Our priorities look very precious and important to us all, but it varies actually!
It is not bad to aim for the stars, but the awful thing is denying the blessing we have on Earth and ignoring the luxury we enjoy of being alive without ventilators and having the chance to eat and drink with no fear or insecurities as much as possible. We have to be thankful for what we have and first for who we are.
Being grateful is part of the process. We thank God for His blesses and enjoy having them. Enjoy breathing fresh air and walking and running without limits. Only then, much more abundance will be waiting for us! Looking at myself in the inner mirror of mine, with all my defects whatever they are and my shortcomings, I look gorgeous because I know I am blessed and I feel thankful for everything! People who have hardships, which go in their way, know that much, that happiness won't last, neither nor sadness. So, why torture yourself? Just enjoy the small thrilling thoughts whispering in your head that you are the best and gain your own confidence. Then, so what? What cannot I do? Nothing won't dare to stand in my way. It's not overflowing confidence but much more of faith in God and in life.
I have such thoughts from time to time and when I catch up on them I try to stick to my positivity as much as I can. I tend to be very confident walking through my journey even if it is all dull and not promising. Yet with time, I see the progress myself. Don't you have such thoughts too!